Monday, March 2, 2026

Vampire Media

 Vampire Media 

...I need an outlet to talk about how much I love vampires.

From a midcentury myth to a bunch of emo millenials making out, vampire content ranges from such extremely different images in media! And I love every single kind. Recently, all I can think and talk about are vampires. I love Count Dracula, I love him, I love Bela Lugosi, I love Frank Langella, I love Gary Oldman. It is just beautiful to see how everyone interpretes vampires differently, all in/through different images and symbolic techniques. Its honestly taking up so much of my mind. I just love vampires so much. 
My personal favourite vampire film is Vampire Boys (2011). Best thing to come out of the early 2010s LOL. Its so stupid and derivative but I have watched it a total of 10 times, and each time, it just gets better. Vampire Boys stares camp right in the eye and says "Hey Sexy".
A big shout out to Interview With The Vampire... both the film and the Television Series (Thank you Anne Rice). Never in my LIFE have I seen a character more like me on screen. Fuck you Armand. Lestat 4EVER. 
All my vampire books and movies and TV shows make me who I am. I fucking love vampires so much. I love talking about them I love thinking about them I love being one. Why is Lestat De Lioncourt NOT called Jay Jasper Denis?

Holy shit this is J? put him in a tight black sweater and there will be No difference between us. 

babeeee that boy is writing in his diaries about youuu quick take him up those stairs 

Sunday, February 15, 2026

Insert From My Journal

 “Insert From My Journal” 

Those days where you can’t escape the voice of the undeserving; it’s breathing down your neck. I can’t say “Fuck you,” “Fuck off”. Rotating and flowing down my arm while I’m trying to read, trying to write. “Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you….” 

Wednesday, February 11, 2026

Schwartzman

 Schwartzman 

In times of need, don't feel any hesitation to watch a genre-defying comedy about an obsessive, passionate, too-bright too-passionate nerd who isn't confined within a passing or failing grade. I love Max Fischer, I often feel like him, stupidly in love with hobbies and human-nature with little care for a career fostered beneath it. Jason Schwartzman, (probably) my all-time favourite actor, delivers a performance of a perfectly stormy amalgam of teenage insecurity, desire, melancholy and disappointment. It leaves me to wonder if Max Fischer is a self portrait? (RUSHMORE).

As seen again, deep in desperation, Schwartzman is found solemnly playing “Where Do You Go To My Lovely” on his iPod, awaiting his casual companions’ arrival. Sometimes, all a boy needs is some flowers. Some Affection. (HOTEL CHEVALIER).

Thank you, Wes, thank you, Owen. You have mastered the depiction of conflicting teenage boyhood in cinema stunningly.




Wednesday, January 28, 2026

Flipping The Record

"Flipping The Record"

A thousand kisses deep, the needle is carving a deeper divots into streams of sound. Carefully placed, it journeys its way around the record, purring, filling out my mattress with music. It crackles and sputters; leaving me to wonder how deep the "Best Of" seventy-eight really lives. Do you think I can move my hand, do you think anybody would notice if I just flipped the record? 

Friday, January 23, 2026

How Beautiful Are You?

 “How Beautiful Are You?”

My skin has shed with the seasons 

like I’m taking off a retired old jacket

when I take off my clothes 

I feel like I’m opening like a flower 

especially if somebody is in front of me 

I’m pulling back the curtains

inviting someone inside

but when they say 

“how beautiful are you?” 

it means nothing to me

nothing, at all

nothing, anymore.

Saturday, January 17, 2026

Jasper Denis' Film Scoring

Synth List and Information

Composed, edited and re-evaluated using Sennheiser HD 280 Pros

Some titles have been changed -- here are the updated songs. All composed with a synthesiser, but I'm hoping to make an instrumental version someday! 
Clear inspiration from Stardew Valley thank you ConcernedApe ♪



JULY (#3)

Vampire Media

  Vampire Media  ...I need an outlet to talk about how much I love vampires. From a midcentury myth to a bunch of emo millenials making out,...