Thursday, March 5, 2026

The Faces Of Dracula

The Faces Of Dracula

(WIP)

“Dracula, the story of the greatest lover who ever lived.”
- ‘Dracula’,  Dir. John Badham

Bram Stoker's Dracula (1992)

Such a beautifully romantic portrait of the time and story, with a thoroughly breathtaking image constantly portrayed throughout the film -- each room set out and painted in such a seductively sultry way. The cast: Keanu Reeves, Winona Ryder, Richard E. Grant, Anthony Hopkins, (...) all so EXTREMELY talented and well-cast. I adore Keanu Reeves and think he is such a fabulous choice for Jonathan. My only criticism relating to credits is Gary Oldman. 
What vampire fan looks at Gary Oldman in this film and exclaims, "Oh yeah, that's MY Dracula"? Answer: Nobody. The hair, the makeup, and the wardrobe were all devastating mistakes. The ironic fact within this is that Gary Oldman portrays a far more tasteful and accurate Count Dracula without that fucking wig and prosthetics. He is so beautiful with striking features, just as Stoker describes him in the book. LITERALLY at the beginning of the film (and later in the film where he comes to London to haunt Mina… dude i’d be on my knees in a second for him), you see Dracula when he was younger - HELLO, he looks so perfectly vampiric and handsome! A long, richly dark mane rather than (what looks like) a grey ass on his head. I have no clue what happened in the writers' room with that one. 
As a positive contrast, whenever there is a switch back to Mina Murray (Winona Ryder), waiting back in London, it makes me rethink my dislike towards the film. The gardens that you find her in are so breathtaking and romantic, with her dresses swimming around in the amalgamation of blues and greens... it makes her look like a butterfly. It is not only Ryder who appears as a painting to me in this film, but all of the women in their gorgeous costumes are just so enchanting, I cannot even describe how much I adore them. If only castle Dracula was portrayed beautifully, also... we are severely missing out!
Pretty good portrayal of the story, certainly some jumping around, but that is just what cinema adaptations do. 
Additionally, I'm not even going to bother talking about that fucking accent that Gary Oldman does. What. Guys. C'mon. 

“I have crossed oceans to find you….” 

Dracula (1931)

So enchanting so beautifully poetic my goodness. How could I ever conjure the words to describe how this film makes me feel. It just feels like Me. it’s what my mind longs for in cinema: the image of beauty, lust, romance, hunger, love…Every single frame is a work of art to me, this movie calls to me on such a deep level. So fucking sensual and gentle and gorgeous Fuck. Absolutely love this film. 
The erotic undertones in this film are incredibly powerful and effective, the romance and the desire is so well written and painted out for the audience. I can just sense every emotion portrayed on-screen, it moves me as a whole every single time. Bela is an excellent choice for Dracula, obviously, but a part of me feels as though he is too male looking for my taste LOL. I’m very particular about the vampires I like! sue me. I’ve fallen inlove with the idea of vampires with thick, animalistic manes of hair, big emotional eyes, a very queerly feminine vampire but with strong overriding masculine features. Bela doesn’t necessarily match this description, but that doesn’t mean I think he makes a bad Dracula whatsoever. He is definitely my favourite, and for the time, he still has a very queer vibe to him. 
All the expression and lust in this film is a large reason why it appeals to me so much, I cannot thank a film more for practically turning me into who I am today. 
"For one who has not lived even a single lifetime, you are a wise man, Van Helsing."

Monday, March 2, 2026

Vampire Media

 Vampire Media 

...I need an outlet to talk about how much I love vampires.

From a midcentury myth to a bunch of emo millenials making out, vampire content ranges from such extremely different images in media! And I love every single kind. Recently, all I can think and talk about are vampires. I love Count Dracula, I love him, I love Bela Lugosi, I love Frank Langella, I love Gary Oldman. It is just beautiful to see how everyone interpretes vampires differently, all in/through different images and symbolic techniques. Its honestly taking up so much of my mind. I just love vampires so much. 
My personal favourite vampire film is Vampire Boys (2011). Best thing to come out of the early 2010s LOL. Its so stupid and derivative but I have watched it a total of 10 times, and each time, it just gets better. Vampire Boys stares camp right in the eye and says "Hey Sexy".
A big shout out to Interview With The Vampire... both the film and the Television Series (Thank you Anne Rice). Never in my LIFE have I seen a character more like me on screen. Fuck you Armand. Lestat 4EVER. 
All my vampire books and movies and TV shows make me who I am. I fucking love vampires so much. I love talking about them I love thinking about them I love being one. Why is Lestat De Lioncourt NOT called Jay Jasper Denis?

Holy shit this is J? put him in a tight black sweater and there will be No difference between us. 

babeeee that boy is writing in his diaries about youuu quick take him up those stairs 

Sunday, February 15, 2026

Insert From My Journal

 “Insert From My Journal” 

Those days where you can’t escape the voice of the undeserving; it’s breathing down your neck. I can’t say “Fuck you,” “Fuck off”. Rotating and flowing down my arm while I’m trying to read, trying to write. “Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you….” 

Wednesday, February 11, 2026

Schwartzman

 Schwartzman 

In times of need, don't feel any hesitation to watch a genre-defying comedy about an obsessive, passionate, too-bright too-passionate nerd who isn't confined within a passing or failing grade. I love Max Fischer, I often feel like him, stupidly in love with hobbies and human-nature with little care for a career fostered beneath it. Jason Schwartzman, (probably) my all-time favourite actor, delivers a performance of a perfectly stormy amalgam of teenage insecurity, desire, melancholy and disappointment. It leaves me to wonder if Max Fischer is a self portrait? (RUSHMORE).

As seen again, deep in desperation, Schwartzman is found solemnly playing “Where Do You Go To My Lovely” on his iPod, awaiting his casual companions’ arrival. Sometimes, all a boy needs is some flowers. Some Affection. (HOTEL CHEVALIER).

Thank you, Wes, thank you, Owen. You have mastered the depiction of conflicting teenage boyhood in cinema stunningly.




Wednesday, January 28, 2026

Flipping The Record

"Flipping The Record"

A thousand kisses deep, the needle is carving a deeper divots into streams of sound. Carefully placed, it journeys its way around the record, purring, filling out my mattress with music. It crackles and sputters; leaving me to wonder how deep the "Best Of" seventy-eight really lives. Do you think I can move my hand, do you think anybody would notice if I just flipped the record? 

Friday, January 23, 2026

How Beautiful Are You?

 “How Beautiful Are You?”

My skin has shed with the seasons 

like I’m taking off a retired old jacket

when I take off my clothes 

I feel like I’m opening like a flower 

especially if somebody is in front of me 

I’m pulling back the curtains

inviting someone inside

but when they say 

“how beautiful are you?” 

it means nothing to me

nothing, at all

nothing, anymore.

The Faces Of Dracula

The Faces Of Dracula (WIP) “Dracula, the story of the greatest lover who ever lived.” - ‘Dracula’,  Dir. John Badham Bram Stoker's Dracu...